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| 02:49pm 08/06/2005 |
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1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me? 2. Go to http://images.google.com/ and search for that word. 3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word). 4. Put this in your own blog if you're feeling playful. |
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| 12:00pm 23/04/2005 |
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i have a new journal... it is called starbutcher. i think that all of you should go and prance there to see what you are missing... this journal is dead. |
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| OH... AN EXCITING ONE! |
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| 01:45pm 22/04/2005 |
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everyone who reads this has to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, ill answer truthfully.
Then, go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. THEN: Copy the following and post it in a comment and fill in all the little answers and i promise to fill it in about you back.
WHAT IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: » Family: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you adore me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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| 10:12pm 21/04/2005 |
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yum yum... i heart manda!
copy + paste this in a comment and answer it without CHEATING!
Beginner 1. What is my name? 2. What is my hair colour? 3. What is my AIM screen name? 4. Which city do I live in? 5. What's my birthday?
Intermediate 1. What's my favourite colour? 2. Name a real life friend of mine. 3. Name a class that I'm currently taking. 4. Are my parents together?
Advanced 1. What's my middle name? 2. Name a graphic program I use. 3. What clothes store(s) do I shop at? 4. Which country in the world would I love to visit the most? 5. What is one of my [many, MANY] favorite songs?
Stalker Expert 1. What site was my very first online journal at? 2. How many posters do I have hanging on my walls in my room? 3. What kind of calendar do I have? 4. What is my most treasured possession? 5. Explain my username.
[ALSO] Super Stalker Expert 1. What am I wearing right now? 2. Do you think my hair looks nice today? 3. Is my room clean, or messy? 4. How many empty cans of Diet Coke are currently on my desk? 5. What book is currently sitting next to me? |
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| 10:44am 21/04/2005 |
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mood:  cold music: "take my breath away" by berlin
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**TWIRLS**
I WILL BE THE GENERAL ADMINISTRATOR AT DERBY CITY HOSPITAL. IT IS VERY EXCITING!
things have been splendid enough... busy, kinda. i have been keeping myself busy and pleased by playing the sims and talking to ali.
chris has been at uni, which has been a relief. we spent way too much time together over easter break! it is nice to have some time to myself and enjoy laying around the flat without a butcher being around making me feel antsy.
i have been talking to kath a lot, which has been lovely. her and i have a lot in common. we think a lot about the same things and both of us know what it is like to have the anxeity and depression... so it is amazing to be able to sit down and talk to someone about what goes on in my head without having to feel guilty about it.
since i got the job chris and i will be going to primark today to shop for some new and sexy tops to wear... it will be hot like everything, as i will be the sexy secratary-type and it will be just like in the porn vids. :) i start next wednesday. how exciting!!!! **twirls**
my breasts are being particularly large recently... i hate it. chris is a boy, so he just enjoys playing with them.... but it upsets me. does anyone else have this problem? i hate it... yuck!!
we will start officially looking for a flat next week-ish... hoorah!! i have been secretly going to letting agencies and asking questions anyways... just to get a head start. i am so excited!
well... i need to prance off and get some sockies on... i heart you all and will post again soon! |
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| if i'da known the KFC mini fillet burger was only 99p... |
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| 11:47am 10/04/2005 |
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mood:  cold
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bleh, i have gas.... it is terrible. i guess i have a bit of a big update for you guys.... we have been in melksham for the last week, so i have not been near a computer. i did, however, have the camera **is shocked** which aided me in getting some sexy shots of the countryside (which you lot will have the pleasure of viewing soon).
at the moment i am being a dry beast, as i have just taken a shower and may shrivvel up and die. my skin is pissy and hates everything and may burst into flames if i do not do something to make it happy. my eyelids feel like they are on fire already.
the butcher and i are going to go for a happy walk today... we need it, methinks. we have been a bit off with each other recently. i think it has been all of the time we have been spending together. it HAS been a bit much. i am at a stage where i am just sleepy and blah a lot of the time and i am not so fond of it. i am excited to go find a temporary job tomorrow. i need a job so bad! being out of the flat and having interaction with people who are not stu, alex and kath will be nice. very nice.
i miss home a lot. i keep having dreams that i get letter from home... fat chance, hey? heh.
well, butcher is out of the shower, so i am going to post photos and prance away.
( the hills are alive... with the sound of... cows? ) |
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| yay!!!! |
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| 06:31pm 27/03/2005 |
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i heart promoting!
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| kissing in the dark is fun. |
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| 05:57pm 27/03/2005 |
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mood:  complacent music: snoring piggies
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HAPPY EASTER!!!
it was not such a full on easter this year, but lovely, kinda anyways.... butcher has been ill all day so i woke up early to care for him and give him extra special easter kisses. it is freezing... and i think perhaps i am catching whatever big pig has. ew. we will be getting our poo together tomorrow though to serve a big easter dinner for john and ali and us. **hates being poor ON easter** it will be love, as i am going to learn the art of making vegitarian dishes for ali... any suggestions for a soup or something equally splendid? i would appreciate it.
wow, i need to update more. things have been wild since butcher has been out of uni for easter. we have had lots of time together and time hanging out with everyone. we watched an amazing film the other night with alex and kath called romper stomper. jesus it was good! hard to watch, but worth it.
piggy bought a BB gun which is now one of the main objects of his affection and one of my new sworn enemies, (as they have found it very fun to slip under my feet whilst i go for the toilet at night.)butcher hasl bought another plant which is supposed to grow to over three feet which excites him because we will have out own flat soon which we will be able to adorn with as many plants as we want with no fear of people weeing in or eating them. it will be splendid.
no job yet, i fear i will not have one until we return from melksham. yay!!! i am so excited to go back! just a week, but i am wild to hang out with john (or dad... in-law :)) and everyone. it will be nice to have a break from the bustling city life. hee hee...
we are also in the process of planning a trip to alton towers which makes us wild. chris can't stop talking about it.
and now, i will bring on the wild array of photos i have been saving up for the last week. sorry there will be so many.... but they are necessary!
( only click if you have loads of time ) |
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| 06:32pm 21/03/2005 |
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my prince is in the kitchen tending to his new baby... ge got a parsley plant the other day and he is learning slowly how to harvest and love it... although he is quite worried about it being "in shock" he is doing amazingly. what a loveable boy! **blows kisses**
danie smells wow what a couple of days! st patty's day rocked! butcher and i hung out with ruth, dave, katie, emily and... ummm... us at the standing order for a bit then moved on to a frightening town called ripley? perhaps... it was lovely. we met a mike and a nan and a jo. i hearted them. i gota guiness hat... but it decided it wanted to stay in ripley and stayed in the cab when we got home. i was devastated.
we also had a party here the other night for kath's birthday and it rocked. a bunch of her friends came down and were splendid... kinda. i was shy. but claire came by and it was lovely. i chatted with her and jon
crap!!!!!! i just realised i missed the simpsons! goddamnit!
anyways... back to the party. i had to go to bed quite early, as i was a sleepy and sick beast. it was delightful though... butcher was quite when he came to bed and didn't wake me. :) only to let me wake up to wild snuggles in the morning. god he is amazing!
and here we are today. i am making friends and enjoying myself a lot more. butcher bought a new guitar today... it is sexy mostly. i love it and love to see him be so excited about it.
claire and i are going to hang out soon... she rang me tonight to ask me if i would like to go out for a cup of tea thursday. she is lovely.
and now i am going to go ring maria. she should be bursting soon. i hope it is a girl. |
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| 01:28am 21/03/2005 |
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Comment this entry with something you've always wanted to tell me. After wards copy and paste this into your own journal. Everyone despite the 'terms' should comment seeing how a gentle shove in the right direction never hurt anyone. Remember by posting this you are inviting anyone to comment whether you are on good terms or bad. |
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| hooray. |
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| 12:17pm 18/03/2005 |
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The Monk You scored 15% Cardinal, 58% Monk, 50% Lady, and 40% Knight! | You live a peaceful, quiet life. Very little danger comes you way and you live a long time. You are wise and modest, but also stagnant. You have little comfort, little food and have taken a vow of silence. But who needs chatter when just sitting in the cloister of your abbey with The Good Book makes you perfectly content. | |
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 13% on Cardinal | | You scored higher than 77% on Monk | | You scored higher than 47% on Lady | | You scored higher than 51% on Knight |
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| yesss! |
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| 04:04pm 15/03/2005 |
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Official Survivor Congratulations! You scored 72%! | Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere. Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive. | |
My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 87% on survivalpoints |
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| mmm... more updates. |
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| 07:43pm 14/03/2005 |
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so i have almost devoured an entire benny's pizza and it makes me happier than anything. i feel grose because i know i should be eating better... and i know i should be taking more care about what i eat and how much... but what're you gonna do when you have a benny's right ACROSS THE ROAD?! oh god it is greasy...
the bootcha went to claire's for band practice... wow i relish the alone time i get, although lately all i have wanted to do is sleep like a maniac. why do i think i need to sleep so much?!?! like, i know in the nighttime i wake up often... but it is usually in the shape of me opening my eyes and quickly rolling over and shutting them, so as not to disturb my body too much. i barely remember being awake, so you would not think it would make me want to die so much during the day. i wonder if it is because, for some reason my body is getting such a light sleep that it does not feel rested in the morning, although my brain is up and replenished. perhaps i will have to do some kind of looking around.
also, i have decided that the time has come for danie to get a new journal... all of the new news (and information) i have received has prompted me to want to rid some ugly things from my life and that will involve some changes... including remediing this journal and some of its inhabitants. let me know if you think i should keep you and why and perhaps i will consider allowing you to know my new journal... that is, when i make it... if i haven't already... maybe you have already lost out... hmmmm.... no... i'm only joshin' ya... the journal will be complete soon... perhaps in less than a week. i will most likely keep this one up also... but one will be a lot more personal and give me an opportunity to do and say things i do not feel i have right now. (p.s. on this topic... if anyone has any insight on another free online journal, let me know and i will consider that too... i would like to stray periodically... we shall see.)
mmm... fanta.
wow i am in love. the past few days, i have been happier than i have been in a long time. i have felt a lot more at ease and comfortable... i came to a lot of conclusions and realised a few things. (some i should have realised much sooner than others... but realised, nonetheless.) i am happy to say i am going to take every effort necessary to make myself and my surroundings better for both myself and my butcher. **pets him**
i have had a lot of spots recently... it is really disturbing. i do not know what has brought them about... i haven't been stressed and my diet hasn't changed, so i am at a loss.
eh... someone just came online i need to talk to... i will post more later. :) |
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| 04:13pm 14/03/2005 |
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just a quick update.. i am a bit on the blah side. i feel ill today...
i went to the doctor's office and met a lady who took all of my details and was splendid. i think the butcher and i made the right choice in doctors.
i have been ringing people today because i have begun my search for work. i have begun my search within the NHS... it pays well and has a lot to do with what i am planning and hoping to do in the future. the two jobs i am most excited about are both assistant jobs... one for a gyno and one for a radiographer. chris would rather i got the radiographer job, as it will only take up nineteen hours a week and i will be getting paid a hefty £12,500 a year... which is not so bad for a danie :D the other pleases me because it has more hours... more time out of the flat will be better for me, methinks. it is paid about the same but.. i guess we shall see... i spoke to the personell office at the radiographer's office and they said my application had been looked at and out of a possible 5, my application received a 5, which means it is definately going to be getting a callback within a couple of weeks. the other one i spoke to has given me an opportunity to go and look at the facility. i will be going friday morning to meet people and prance around the hall of vaginas.
i have been on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster the past few days due to some new findings. it is alarming and a bit worrying. i guess i will have to sort it out i guess... get some balls. **shrugs** |
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| 11:32pm 13/03/2005 |
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Leave an anonymous comment with:
1.A secret. 2.A criticism 3.A compliment 4.A death threat. 5.A love note. 6.Lyrics to a song. 7.How old you are. 8.And a hint to who you are. |
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| london ahoy! |
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| 10:02am 12/03/2005 |
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due to the heavy amount of pictures i took in london i am forced to do this journal posting thing in segements... so people can take even breaks from this if needed. the pictures turned out quite lovely and all of them will have a description underneath them so everyone can know what they are looking at. enjoy... and... well... enjoy.
( yay for natural history! ) |
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